The beautifully of man and The gallantly of woman Beauty of man is not only from his face or bodyThe beauty is pure from her soul and heartBeautiful man……Is the man who can make their crying to rememberIs the man who can ready accepted the all suggestion and warningIs the man who bring the honey, after he accept the poison Is the man who very gentle and calmIs the man who never quitBeautiful of man standing on his distinguished  The all beauty was exist at the Prophet Muhammad SAW with the motherly characteristic Is nearly with the perfect beauty of man. Gallantly of woman is not from their muscle or masculine But from the power of feeling Gallantly woman ……….Is the woman who have strong enough to accept her loseIs the woman who never afraid on povertyIs the woman who have determined with her miss after she lift Is the woman who never beg to full fill everything she wantGallantly of woman standing on her tight beliefAll of their gallantly was exist at the Khadijah as the lovely woman of Rasululallah SAW with the fatherly characteristic.Is nearly the perfect gallantly for the woman.     

Beauty of man is not only from his face or bodyThe beauty is pure from her soul and heartBeautiful man……Is the man who can make their crying to rememberIs the man who can ready accepted the all suggestion and warningIs the man who bring the honey, after he accept the poison Is the man who very gentle and calmIs the man who never quitBeautiful of man standing on his distinguished  The all beauty was exist at the Prophet Muhammad SAW with the motherly characteristic Is nearly with the perfect beauty of man. Gallantly of woman is not from their muscle or masculine But from the power of feeling Gallantly woman ……….Is the woman who have strong enough to accept her loseIs the woman who never afraid on povertyIs the woman who have determined with her miss after she lift Is the woman who never beg to full fill everything she wantGallantly of woman standing on her tight beliefAll of their gallantly was exist at the Khadijah as the lovely woman of Rasululallah SAW with the fatherly characteristic.Is nearly the perfect gallantly for the woman.     

WHAT IS LIFE?

Is that just birth, grow, to be old, and death?
It all as you like, within:………….
Living good or worst day
Being good or worst person
Thanking smart or stupid mind
Watching nice or worst thing
Loving with hard or easy one

But what is sure?
Death is sure, nobody can guess, when they will get the death.
Because only god who knows the secret.

Life is mortal, but death is sure

Are you ready for death?
Not really sure
But what do you bring for your dead?
Your beauty face, handsome face,
or sexy body, your richer, your lovely child, or the most lovely person or thing.
I don’t thing so
You will bring your own self, with cool body on the silent coffin
So what could be help you now?

NOBODY…….!!

Coming soon on you future home this is your sure home ……..

YOURS cemetery home….!!

so because of that
We are NOTHING
nothing without sporting
noting without tight belief
NOTING WITHOUT GOD BESIDE US

By. Dewi

 Beberapa pada yang lalu

Mematahkan palung hatiku 

Membawaku malu

Merindukan senyum dibalik wajah 

Tertawa memandang Karang

Tak jua merubah Rasaku 

Bisakah sembiluku menyayat hatimu 

Hai…pada yang terbuang

Adakah makna merubah mimpi 

Adakah galau mengejar harap

Berharap tiada menyerah 

Menelaah arti hidupku

Menyadari pahit arang membawaku   

PENAKLUKKAN JIWA

By. Dewi  

Hebat…hebat nian Berbuncah

Meliuk-liuk pada bejana

Rasa menggelepar menahan Gundah

Bara semakin menyala menyulut api  

Risau berhias mimpi

Marah melarut sepi

Siapa yang bergerak dibalik rumah Laraku

Membangun generang meniup terompet 

Asa….dimanakah kau berada 

Ngilu tak jua usai

Dimanakah sang penakluk harus singgah

Dimanakah hati kan berhenti

Pada jiwa-jiwa kelam yang keras

Atau……..

Pada jiwa-jiwa putih yang lembut 

Rebut…rebut dia segera

Sang Penakluk Jiwa

Full of perspire
Without YOUR mercy
It would be very tired and useless
Only YOU trough on my mind
I don’t want to forget and lose it
Never….!
SUBHANALLAH

Keep me always ……..
On YOUR hand
Please close and closer
Give me YOUR help and protection
To be a nice and a wise person
Being love and loved one

Then be YOURS
Only YOURS

LA ILLA HA ILLALLAH

Miss YOUR bless
Miss YOUR Kindness
Hoping YOUR Mercy
Hold me so long and don’t let me go
ALLAHU AKBAR

Rabu, 2007 Juli 25

BERSAMAMU MEMANDANG LANGIT
By. Dewi

Cara Pandangmu dan…..
Cara Pandangku Berbeda
Dan itu bukanlah dosa

Memandangku adalah bersama langit diatasku
Memandangmu bagai dimensi kedua
Karena bulan adalah aku
Dan kamu adalah warna

Mencari asa yang terbuang
Menghimpun rasa yang berserak
Melebihi waktu dan batas hari
Lidahku kelu………
Tak jugakah kau mengerti

Perbedaan adalah rasa

Mata tak melihat
Telinga tak mendengar
Mulut tak Berbicara
Tapi hatiku Membaca.

(Perbedaan adalah Indah tergantung Bagaimana cara kita menyikapinya)
Islam adalah Rahmatan Lil Alamien

BERSIMPUH JAMANKU DIKAKI-MU
By. Dewi

Matahari terbit dalam genggaman waktu
Bersimpuh aku mengadap kiblat-Mu
Air mata adalah iringan
Terpanjat doa dalam hatiku

Begitu pelik hariku
Merajut mimpi yang tak kunjung padam
Semerah hati menderap langkah
Mengeruk dosa didalam masa

Mengurai suram sebelanga
Bertabur khilaf berderap janji
Memohon ampun ku berulang
Tak jua menghapus belanga hitam

Hanya pasrah dan berserah
Merambah masa mendulang mimpi
Melalui hari tanpa batas
Menggapai asa yang tertunda

(dosa manusia adalah pasti dan tobat adalah jawabnya)

Merajut Masa Bersama Rindu
Mengayuh Langkah Berputar
Menyusuri Jalan Setapak Demi Setapak
Sejenak Keju Mendulang Mimpi
Berlari Aku Menghias Masa

Tiada Tempat Meneguk Rasa
Membawaku Tenggelam Kedalam Fana
Menajamkan Mata Menorehkan Pena
Tiada Puas Merambah Asa

Berulangkali Mengayuh Debu
Melihat Wajah Tersapu Kelu
Tiada Lelah Kumencari
Kemana Kau Kan Membawaku

Mengulang Mimpi Tak Pernah Puas
Dimana Rasa Merebak Bias
Sejenak Duduk Diam Membisu
Disanalah Aku, Merindukan Peluk-Mu
Bersandar pada Pasrah Kepada-Mu

(Note : Segala Daya Upaya, Hanyalah Tuhan Penentunya)

BUAH HATIKU
By. Dewi

Memelukmu Dalam Bayangan Rembulan
Cahaya Biru Menerobos Ruangku
Menahanmu…………..Ragu………..
Seiring Waktu Menembus Fajar
Matahari Tersenyum Semu
Kusadari………………………………..
Langkahmu Mengayun Hidupmu
Tanganmu Memandu Gerakmu
Kau Untukku tapi Bukan Milikku
Hidupmu adalah Milik Ruang, Waktu, dan Masa-Nya
DIA sudah Menunggu
Saatnya kau Pergi Meninggalkanku
Menahanmu hanya Menambah Pilu
Hanyalah Doa Menyeru Deru
Mengawal Jejak Bertabur Sendu
Jadilah Kamu Sesuai Harapmu
Menggapai Dunia Bersama Mimpimu
Pesanku…………………………………………
Jangan Kau Lupa Pada Khalik-mu

(Note :Chairil Anwar “ Anakmu bukan Milikmu tapi dia Milik Tuhan yang dititipkan Kepadamu”).

L  U  P  A 

By. Dewi 

Wajah Letih Membasuh Peluh

Tak Berdaya Merangkul Lemah 

Bergerak Menyusuri Terik

Berjalan Pincang Menyambut Asa 

 Tangan Mungil Sibuk Mengais

Di antara Rongsok Berbau Amis

 Termenung Pucat Menggelepar

Tak Kuasa Menahan Lapar

Wajah Berdasi Sibuk Tertawa

Bagai Badut Tak Berjiwa

Tak Pernah Menoleh Pada Jendela

Ribuan Jiwa Tengah Merana

Menantikan Uluran Tak Kunjung Tiba

Beginikah Atas Nama Ter-LUPA   

(Noticed : That everyday about thousand people in the world had killed because of Hungry) 

Looking on your eyes with deeply
To knows that your beautiful eyes was telling a story of love
Looking on your old face to know that you have been through the life with hardly

Sacrifice your life for liven me
Keeping me always with love
Hug me hard with warm

Give me full of protection
Worried me always
You have felt what I feel

Never say but I can touch it
Never found tears event hurt heart
Never say gripe with the hard life
No need my hand to keep you
But always give hand for helping me

For twice…………….

Looking your eyes like the sea, full of kindness and love unlimited

Patiently to take care and teach
Full of forgiven and mercy
Praying always for my safety

You were hero on the war of spirit
You were hero on my mind
You were hero without reward expectation

NOTHING WORD CAN DISCRIBE YOU ………. M O T H E R

WHAT IS LIFE?

Is that just birth, grow, to be old, and death?
It all as you like, within:………….
Living good or worst day
Being good or worst person
Thanking smart or stupid mind
Watching nice or worst thing
Loving with hard or easy one

But what is sure?
Death is sure, nobody can guess, when they will get the death.
Because only god who knows the secret.

Life is mortal, but death is sure

Are you ready for death?
Not really sure
But what do you bring for your dead?
Your beauty face, handsome face,
or sexy body, your richer, your lovely child, or the most lovely person or thing.
I don’t thing so
You will bring your own self, with cool body on the silent coffin
So what could be help you now?

NOBODY…….!!

Coming soon on you future home this is your sure home ……..

YOURS cemetery home….!!

so because of that
We are NOTHING
nothing without sporting
noting without tight belief
NOTING WITHOUT GOD BESIDE US

WE just bring ours AMAL
Following the god rule
Hoping the god help, for living in the eternal life beside god on heaven.

I N S Y A A L L A H

Kamis, 2007 Juli 19

I AM A LITTLE
By Dewi

I am the little as human being
I was watching anything in silent
I was thanking anything with deeper
I was learning everything
I can get it all I need
I has been power but not powerful

I am just the little one
The little to make some change
The little to make some different thing
The little to handle anything
But I am the little who has a big heart to be brave
With a big believe that some in so powerful will keep me always
Then I have the power to be the biggest one in the little as human being।

GOD YOU HAVE MAKE THE BIGGEST THING IN MY LIFE
SO MADE MY PROBLEM TO BE THE LITTLE ONE. AMIEN

Jumat, 2007 Juli 13

POEM : BELIEVE IN GOD

I feel rich when I know that the god is the most richer than anyone
I has been weak but I feel strong when I know that the god is the strongest than anyone
I feel sad then I know the god will keep me and take care of me always every step on my walk.
I feel happy then I remembering the god, so i don’t want too dissolve it.
and I has sharing my happiness to everyone, because I know the eternal happy is beside the god on Heaven.
I falling love but the god was remembering me that true love is beside the god.
I feel very Happy to be muslim and find the god on the right way.
Alhamdullilah.

Al-Ankabut (2-3)

alif-laam-miim

[29:1] A.L.M.

ahasiba alnnaasu an yutrakuu an yaquuluu aamannaa wahum laa yuftanuuna

[29:2] Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, “We believe”, and that they will not be tested?

[29:2] Apakah manusia itu mengira bahwa mereka dibiarkan (saja) mengatakan: “Kami telah beriman”, sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi?

walaqad fatannaa alladziina min qablihim falaya’lamanna allaahu alladziina shadaquu walaya’lamanna alkaadzibiina

[29:3] We did test those before them, and Allah will certainly know those who are true from those who are false.

29:3] Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta.

WHY WE CAN NOT GET ALL WE WANT ?
KENAPA KITA TIDAK BISA MENDAPATKAN APA YANG KITA INGINKAN ?

Al-Baqarah (ayat:216)

kutiba ‘alaykumu alqitaalu wahuwa kurhun lakum wa’asaa an takrahuu syay-an wahuwa khayrun lakum wa’asaa an tuhibbuu syay-an wahuwa syarrun lakum waallaahu ya’lamu wa-antum laa ta’lamuuna

[2:216] Fighting is prescribed for you, and ye dislike it. But it is possible that ye dislike a thing which is good for you, and that ye love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knoweth, and ye know not.

216] Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.

WHY IS THE TEST OF MY LIFE DOING SO HARD ?
KENAPA COBAAN BEGITU BERAT?

Al- Baqarah 286

laa yukallifu allaahu nafsan illaa wus’ahaa lahaa maa kasabat wa’alayhaa maa iktasabat rabbanaa laa tu-aakhidznaa in nasiinaa aw akhtha/naa rabbanaa walaa tahmil ‘alaynaa ishran kamaa hamaltahu ‘alaa alladziina min qablinaa rabbanaa walaa tuhammilnaa maa laa thaaqata lanaa bihi wau’fu ‘annaa waighfir lanaa wairhamnaa anta mawlaanaa faunshurnaa ‘alaa alqawmi alkaafiriina

[2:286] On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns. (Pray “Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget or fall into error; our Lord! Lay not on us a burden Like that which Thou didst lay on those before us; Our Lord! Lay not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Blot out our sins, and grant us forgiveness. Have mercy on us. Thou art our Protector; Help us against those who stand against faith.”

:286] Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya. (Mereka berdo`a): “Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri maaflah kami; ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir”.

DO NOT BE DESPAIR !
JANGANLAH BERPUTUS ASA !

Ali Imran 139

walaa tahinuu walaa tahzanuu wa-antumu al-a’lawna in kuntum mu/miniina

[3:139] So lose not heart, nor fall into despair: For ye must gain mastery if ye are true in Faith.

3:139] Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi (derajatnya), jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman

WHAT IS ABOUT THE SOLUTION ?
BAGAIMANAKAH CARA MENYELESAIKAN MASALAHKU ?

Ali Imran 200

yaa ayyuhaa alladziina aamanuu ishbiruu washaabiruu waraabithuu waittaquu allaaha la’allakum tuflihuuna

[3:200] O ye who believe! Persevere in patience and constancy; vie in such perseverance; strengthen each other; and fear Allah; that ye may prosper.

:200] Hai orang-orang yang beriman, bersabarlah kamu dan kuatkanlah kesabaranmu dan tetaplah bersiap siaga (di perbatasan negerimu) dan bertakwalah kepada Allah supaya kamu beruntung.

and then…………..

Al-Baqarah 45

waista’iinuu bialshshabri waalshshalaati wa-innahaa lakabiiratun illaa ‘alaa alkhaasyi’iina

[2:45] Nay, seek (Allah’s) help with patient perseverance and prayer: It is indeed hard, except to those who bring a lowly spirit,-

2:45] Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan sabar dan (mengerjakan) salat. Dan sesungguhnya yang demikian itu sungguh berat, kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyuk,

WHAT IS THE ADVENTEGE FOR ALL ?
APA YAGN AKU DAPATKAN DARI INI SEMUA?

At-Taubah 111

inna allaaha isytaraa mina almu/miniina anfusahum wa-amwaalahum bi-anna lahumu aljannata yuqaatiluuna fii sabiili allaahi fayaqtuluuna wayuqtaluuna wa’dan ‘alayhi haqqan fii alttawraati waal-injiili waalqur-aani waman awfaa bi’ahdihi mina allaahi faistabsyiruu bibay’ikumu alladzii baaya’tum bihi wadzaalika huwa alfawzu al’azhiimu

[9:111] Allah hath purchased of the believers their persons and their goods; for theirs (in return) is the garden (of Paradise): they fight in His cause, and slay and are slain: a promise binding on Him in truth, through the Law, the Gospel, and the Qur’an: and who is more faithful to his covenant than Allah? then rejoice in the bargain which ye have concluded: that is the achievement supreme.

9:111] Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mukmin, diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan surga untuk mereka. Mereka berperang pada jalan Allah; lalu mereka membunuh atau terbunuh. (Itu telah menjadi) janji yang benar dari Allah di dalam Taurat, Injil dan Al Qur’an. Dan siapakah yang lebih menepati janjinya (selain) daripada Allah? Maka bergembiralah dengan jual beli yang telah kamu lakukan itu, dan itulah kemenangan yang besar.

WHO AND WHERE, AM I LOOKING FOR HELP ?
KEMANAKAH TEMPATKU MENCARI PERTOLONGAN ?

At-Taubah 129

fa-in tawallaw faqul hasbiya allaahu laa ilaaha illaa huwa ‘alayhi tawakkaltu wahuwa rabbu al’arsyi al’azhiimi

[9:129] But if they turn away, Say: “Allah sufficeth me: there is no god but He: On Him is my trust,- He the Lord of the Throne (of Glory) Supreme!”

9:129] Jika mereka berpaling (dari keimanan), maka katakanlah: “Cukuplah Allah bagiku; tidak ada Tuhan selain Dia. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakal dan Dia adalah Tuhan yang memiliki Arasy yang agung”.

I CAN NOT SURVIVE ANY LONGER ……
SAYA TIDAK BISA BERTAHAN LEBIH LAMA …..

Yusuf 87

yaa baniyya idzhabuu fatahassasuu min yuusufa wa-akhiihi walaa tay-asuu min rawhi allaahi innahu laa yay-asu min rawhi allaahi illaa alqawmu alkaafiruuna

[12:87] “O my sons! go ye and enquire about Joseph and his brother, and never give up hope of Allah’s Soothing Mercy: truly no one despairs of Allah’s Soothing Mercy, except those who have no faith.”

[12:87] Hai anak-anakku, pergilah kamu, maka carilah berita tentang Yusuf dan saudaranya dan jangan kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, melainkan kaum yang kafir”.